Friday, May 23, 2008

Friday Fill Ins

1. On my laziest day I like to stay in bed with my hubby!
2. Checked of lists makes me feel like I'm being productive.
3. I love little gestures and big hearts.
4. This summer I want to get settled into a new life.
5. My awesome sister in law and mother made me start my blog.
6. Red apples and orange oranges.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to spending time with my Dad and family, tomorrow my plans include going to the amusement parks and getting some quality time with the family and Sunday, I want to rest rest and rest some more!

To participate go here!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

God's Wonders

Warning: This is a very long post but I think it is worth it.

Okay so my friend over at Signs, Miracles, and Wonders is hosting a 100th post giveaway. Well let me start with you if you need an uplifting blog go check out this blog. It has Gods amazing hand in it. When you read her posts like Learning my ABC’s or the 100 Things about God, you see God's love and the love that she has for God.

Okay now back to the giveaway. The rules of the giveaway state that you are suppose to write a post about a sign, miracle or wonder in my life. So here I go….

Well I know that God has done miraculous things in my life. Look around and you see HIM everywhere. But the greatest thing that comes to my mind is my husband and children. I met my husband at church. Nope there was no exciting clubbing experience, no accidental meeting at the park, no fix up. I saw him playing guitar up on stage at my church and asked a friend of mine (I babysat for this friend) who he was I thought he was HOT! Well the said friend then proceeded to tell RC “Some girl in the back of the church thinks you’re hot!” That was it. He didn’t tell him who or any more specific as to the where. A couple of weeks later he saw me at a church softball game. He asked about me and my best friend. Well to make a long story just a little shorter we started dating. Not everyone was thrilled with us dating but I truly felt Gods hands at work. Now I am married to a man who is not perfect but that loves God, loves me and loves our children. We fight, we yell, we cry, we get so angry at each other but then God reminds us that he ordained our marriage and who are we to second guess his mighty work!

In March of 2002 I became a mother. I gave birth to my little wonder. He was a miracle. To watch something that God created using the love of my husband and I grow within me, wow I know of no greater wonder. Then to have someone who relies completely and totally on you for their everything there are no words to describe. This is how we are suppose to rely on God. We are suppose to come to him with faith like children. I don’t think I understood this until I realized just how much faith my child had in me to protect, feed, nurture and just plain love him. He is now six and becoming more independent but as I watch him grow God just amazes me more and more. Last year my baby chose to accept God as his Lord and Savior. Wow a mother’s heart just bursts with true joy when you know that you will spend eternity worshiping God with you child because they chose to believe as well. (Let me clarify – I believe that should my other children go today, they too would go be with the Lord because they do not have a clear understanding of what it means for God to be their personal savior. It is my job to teach them. They know God. They pray to God, no not the practiced prayer, but their own words. It’s just not personal to them yet. It states in 1 John that God knows our heart. He knows when it is that we reach an age that it is rejecting God.)

In September of 2003 God blessed me with another beautiful baby boy. This was just as miraculous as the first. My biggest fear during this pregnancy was would I have enough love for more than one child. OH yes oh yes oh yes I do. Once again the wonder was there for me. I knew once again that this how we are suppose to go to God, trusting and whole-heartedly relying on him. That awe was there and then I went some place dark. Let me tell you ladies and gentlemen, post partum depression is real!!! I didn’t understand how I could love my children one minute and then the next minute be thinking thoughts that well I will just spare you on. How could I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that God had blessed me so amazingly with my family and yet be so dark. Many of you just don’t know how dark things got. Well I must tell you God is my strength. He placed people in my life that helped me to get the help I needed. Yes it was bad enough that I had to go on anti-depressants. (Let me tell you, there is nothing to be ashamed about having to use these. And anyone out there who thinks differently shame on you! Depression is an illness. You wouldn’t look down on someone who has heart problems for taking medicine to help them and you shouldn’t now.) Sorry just something that I felt I must throw in there. I was on the medicine for less than a year and God worked me to a new place that I no longer needed them. Now my little man is 4 ½ and he just graduated from preschool. He has an amazing heart. He is stubborn and hard headed but so am I. As I watch him grow each day well my love for him grows each day. I look forward to seeing what an amazing God fearing (this is my prayer) young man my son will become. But the most important thing is I am celebrating the journey as we go.

Then much to my surprise in March 2006 along came my 3rd son. He is lively and vivacious. He has a smile that will melt your heart. I was in completely awe with God because once again my love just overflowed for yet another child. I had a few complications at the end of my pregnancy. I broke my leg just 2 weeks before he was born. I delivered him with a bright lime green cast on. The nastiness that came out with him (it’s that m word mecconium I think all I know is my mom said it was nasty). He had the cord wrapped around his neck. My heart sank when out he came and there was no cry like before. They rushed him over under the lights (now I know it was to clean out the lungs and that they didn’t want him to cry to keep the stuff out of his lungs) to work on my baby. I laid there in tears asking my mom and my husband why isn’t he crying what’s wrong? They assured me that it was okay and God’s peace washed over me. I truly felt it start at the top of my head and go to the tips of my toes. Let me tell you I see every day God’s wonder with my little man. He is now 2 and growing like a weed. There is nothing more spectacular than to watch you child discover new things everyday. He learns new words everyday. He tries to do everything his big brother’s do.

Then in November 2007 came my beautiful little girl. As you can imagine this was my biggest shock yet. I truly had prepared my heart for it to be a boy and so I cried when the ultrasound technician told me it was going to be a girl. Once again there were more complications. This time the complications came after she was born. She had a very severe case of jaundice. I found out after the case just how severe it really was. You see God spared me parts of the details that at the time I thought I needed to know but God new that my heart and mind couldn’t handle all the details. All I know is that I felt God’s hand there watching over my sweet baby as I looked in at her sleeping in a box under the bright lights. This was the first time that my baby wasn’t allowed to sleep in the room with me. I could only feed her through the box. It was so difficult. My heart ached to be able to hold my sweet angel. I feel so wrong putting this up there considering I have a friend whose child was born at 28 weeks. They couldn’t have their baby leave the hospital with them. They just celebrated her reaching 6lbs 6oz out 3 months. But that is truly how I felt. I just didn’t understand it. The thing is I had this thing that some don’t. I have a PERSONAL relationship with God and could and can go to him and pour my heart out. I can tell him I hurt and I’m angry and he listens and then comforts me. She is six months old today. She is thriving and growing like a weed. She is a true gift from God.

Wow I have to say thank you to Amy for this giveaway. I needed this amazing reminder of just what a blessed woman I am. God is doing great things in my life and I get to celebrate each step. I see His amazing hand at work with every breath I breathe and with every step I take. I hope you will take the time to reflect on the signs, miracles and wonders. Have a blessed day!!!!!

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Then Sings My Soul Saturday



Okay so... One of the blogs I read started participating in this Then Sings my Soul Saturday posts. Sitting down last week it just stuck. All week I really couldn't come up with a song to post so I had decided to just not participate and I would try next week. This morning I woke up at 7:00am (which might I point out is way to early for having gone to bed at 12:30am). Anyhow all that kept going through my head this morning was the chorus to Made to Worship. I hope that this touches your soul and speaks to you because it has me this morning.

Friday, May 16, 2008

New Family Picture

Taken at the boys tball award ceremony.

Some more pics from yesterday and today....

This first picture Ladybug is wearing a dress my Daddy bought the day I was born. It is so cool to see my little girl in something I wore as a baby.

I love this picture of my sweet Trace loving up on my sweet Ladybug. Trace loves to pose for pictures. He also loves to place people for the pictures (he doesn't always have to be in them.)
I love it when my Ladybug looks up at me like this. She is tooo cute!!!
Goofing off with the camera as I picked AC up from school.
AC took my picture (no not so thrilled with the way I look) but he does such a great job centering and all. I have my own little photographer in the family.
More goofing off with the camera. My little man loves to point when he has is picture taken.
Excuse the blurr from finger prints I took this picture and the above one through the window. My little guys are way too cute.

Mother's Day Pics...

Here are some pictures taken on Mother's Day. Yes I know I probably should have posted them sooner but as I said in the Friday Fill ins section I am just having a hard time organizing my thoughts. So instead of organizing I'll just post some sweet pictures.

This first one is of my Ladybug! Isn't she so sweet. There is so much material to that dress she constantly had it pulled up using it as a blanket to hang on to.Here's Ladybug again. Wow what a sweet sweet smile she has. She lights up the entire room when she graces you with a smile. Okay you can ask anyone from here that when I say graces I mean graces. She may decide one minute you are worthy of her smile and the next she gives you this look of Oh you think I should smile at you yeah well NO!
On Mother's day we went to our church to see the baby dedication. Then we went to second service over at my MIL's church (the church RC grew up in.) We then went to the in laws for lunch and hung out over there for a while. When we got home I was pretty tired. Here I was laying on the floor taking pictures of my Ladybug and decided to just play. I actually like this picture, which as many of you know I normally don't like any picture that has me in it.
Another one of those priceless grins from my Ladybug!!!
Here is one of the sweetest pictures I have of my boys. I wasn't the only one pretty pooped by the time we got home. Here's the crew hanging out watching tv in the boys room. I love capturing moments like these. You get to see the little moments that mean the world to you! You don't always have to have the posed pictures sometimes its the "Kodak moments" that are the most special!!!!

Friday Fill-ins

Okay yes I get that people are tired of only seeing Friday Fill-ins and no updates. For those people I ask you to bare with me. I am having a hard time trying to get my thoughts in to a logical post. So with that said its now time for the Friday fill-ins.

To participate go to http://fridayfillins.blogspot.com/.

1. There is absolutely NO way you can get me to __jump out of a perfectly good airplane___!
2. __Trace's preschool graduation yesterday___ reminds me that summer is almost here!
3. I cannot live without my __God (without him I would be useless)___.
4. __A one hour massage___ and __a mud bath___ are two things I'd like to try. (Yeah I get I'm not very adventurous.)
5. When life hands you lemons __give them back___.
6. __Family time___ is my favorite childhood memory.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to __packing___, tomorrow my plans include __birthday party and more packing___ and Sunday, I want to _go to church, go swimming and then go to the going away party some friends have planned for us____!

Friday, May 09, 2008

Friday Fill-ins

Okay so its that time of week again. I love these Friday Fill-ins. It something different and you can go see what everyone else wrote. Go here (http://fridayfillins.blogspot.com/ the link button wouldn't work.) to participate and if you did participate leave me a link to your blog because I would love to read your answers!

1. The marriage had an extra secret ingredient; it was LOVE!

2. No peeking through my window.

3. Right now, I need some sex.

4. Bunco is where I went Thursday night; it was lots of fun - I won some money.

5. Why does it hurt so much?

6. All I can think of is the man I married.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to well from previous answers I'm sure you can figure it out, tomorrow my plans include full body massage, pedicure, and a facial with my mommy and Sunday, I want to Enjoy being a mom!

Friday, May 02, 2008

Friday Fill-ins

1. Two of my favorite ingredients in a drink are tequila and strawberry mix!

2. My children often amazes me.

3. You can keep doing that forever, the dog is sleeping.

4. Add ingredients, mix it all together and voila! You have whatever you are making!

5. If I had a yard with a garden, I would love to grow beautiful flowers.

6. Tans are best au naturel.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to heading to my hubby's softball game, tomorrow my plans include boys t-ball and putting together invites for a baby shower and Sunday, I want to play in the pool!

For more Friday Fill-ins go to http://fridayfillins.blogspot.com/

Friday, April 25, 2008

Friday Fill-In

1. When I fell in love I fell and fell hard!
2. I love it when the flowers bloom and it heats up outside!
3. Oh no! The internet connection is down, I can't check my email.
4. Big Brother is the craziest tv show ever.
5. Cheese and Summer Sausage make a great meal!
6. Plant a garden.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to some family time, tomorrow my plans include a t-ball game and Sunday, I want to take a nap!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

What a blessing....

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Okay so I have to share this blog with you. My sister in law introduced me to this blog. We are going to participate in the bible study that is coming up. Well I checked her blog and she had the above link so I clicked. Wow, what a blessing. I hope to share this blessing with y'all and I can't wait to see how God will use this blog to remind us all of his Truths! Love you all and I really hope you will take the time to check it out!

Friday, April 18, 2008

Friday Fill Ins

Okay so the family and I have all decided to start participating in this thing called Friday Fill-ins. So here we go with what I hope to be a regular thing from here on out.



1. The last time I lost my temper I was so angry I wanted to cry!
2. Not getting enough sleep is what I'm fed up with!
3. The next book I'd like to read is anything that is written for my age not a 2 year old.
4. Answers is what I'm looking forward to.
5. If you can't get rid of the skeleton[s] in your closet, burn the closet down!
6. The best thing I got in the mail recently was the jewelry I ordered at the last party.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to resting, tomorrow my plans include helping mom at a wedding and Sunday, I want to rest some more!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Name Statistics

Ok so I found this kind of interesting when my sis-in-law did hers. So here is my name statistics. I promise a real update later when I actually have time to put my thoughts together!

Brittney Crosby

There are 36,465 people in the U.S. with the first name Brittney.
Statistically the 941st most popular first name.
More than 99.9 percent of people with the first name Brittney are female.

There are 48,620 people in the U.S. with the last name Crosby.
Statistically the 716th most popular last name.
Famous people with the last name Crosby:
Bing Crosby
Bobby Crosby
Cathy Lee Crosby
Denise Crosby
Sidney Crosby

There are 6 people in the U.S. named Brittney Crosby.

My Maiden name: Brittney Hubbard

There are 97,239 people in the U.S. with the last name Hubbard.
Statistically the 335th most popular last name.

There are 12 people in the U.S. named Brittney Hubbard.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Love

Have you ever had one of those moments where you look at your spouse and go, "Wow, I can't believe he really loves me!"?

Well I did last night. Yesterday I was being a real witch and I mean with a capital B! ( I know this may come as a shock to some of you but hey I'm entitled to a few days here and there.) Well I guess if I am going to be honest I've used up more than my fair share of entitled days in the last few weeks. Well back to yesterday. I had quite a headache and was snapping at everything RC did. When I say everything I mean everything down to where he was sitting on the floor. Well I went to lay down for a little while and woke up even crankier.

Let me stop right here and say, "I am so sorry RC, Mom and kids! I know I was a bear yesterday and I am asking for forgiveness!"

Ok back to the moment...
Last night I asked RC to come and watch the rest of his movie in the bedroom because I wanted to cuddle. (Well I have to be straight with you had the situation been switched, had it been RC that acted the way I had all day and then asked me to come "snuggle" I would've told him to Take a Hike!) He didn't! He came to bed and held me without any comments. Laying there in his arms I looked up at him and had that moment! "Wow I can't believe he really loves me!"

I married a man with flaws. But as much as I hate to admit this, He married a woman with flaws as well. Lately I have been looking in the mirror and I don't like what I see, but for some strange reason RC just keeps loving me! And for that I am so very very Thankful!!!!

I made a comment to a friend of mine that love is like a roller coaster. It has its ups and downs, twists and twirls, fast and slow, and even its completely upside down times! There are times when I scream and feel like I am going to throw up! But I never want it to stop! I hope to have many more years to ride this roller coaster of love!

I love you RC! I am thankful you are my husband! I know I am not always the easiest person to live with but Thank you for loving me through those tough times!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

T-Ball

AC takes off!!! (1st game of season)


Trace out in the field! (1st game of season)


They start and finish each game with a prayer.


3rd Game of the season and look at my baby's go!!!!

Friday, April 11, 2008

Sonic Trip!!

A very big Thank you goes to Aunt Tasha and Uncle Shawn for the Sonic gift cards for Valentine's Day! We just now got all kids feeling like going to Sonic at one time. Anyhow thank you and here are some very cute pictures.



Here's the gang Checking out the menu.





My little Movie Star!





Grandma and the boys!





Trace the Stud!





Swiping the Card.





AC figuring out what he wants for dessert.





Trace wants dessert as well.





And we all know that Andrew had to have some too.

More Sonic pics.....

AC got a Cherry Cream Slush. He really enjoyed it. (The first picture, instead of saying cheese he said Thank You!!!)



Andrew got a Chocolate Sundae. MMMM and he shared with Mommy!



Trace got a Chocolate Sundae and Daddy eventually got to eat the rest. (The second picture he is saying Thank you!!!)


Even Kailey got to reap the benefits of the boys desserts! MMMMM She really really liked it!!!!









Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Nyki
1. You are beautiful!
2. You are a terrific mother!
3. You make Jeremy happy!
4. You are one of my very best friends!
5. You are supportive.
6. You are following your dreams.
7. You are a loyal friend.
8. You want to be there for everyone.
9. You enjoy having fun.
10. You are loving and kind.
Nyki, You are an amazing sister! You are not only my sister but my friend! I thank you for being there fo me and for listening to me when I am frustrated from being mommy and wife! I love you and hope you have a very very good birthday!
Happy Birthday!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Friday, March 21, 2008

Challenge for Everyone!

If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below...

Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.

After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.

"No" he responded.

"Heading out" I asked?

"No. I'm escorting a soldier home."

"Going to pick him up?"

"No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family."

The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days.

I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, "Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do."

Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate and made the following announcement over the intercom:

"Ladies and gentlemen, I would like to note that we have had the honor of having Sergeant Steeley of the United States Marine Corps join us on this flight. He is escorting a fallen comrade back home to his family. I ask that you please remain in your seats when we open the forward door to allow Sergeant Steeley to deplane and receive his fellow soldier. We will then turn off the seat belt sign."

Without a sound, all went as requested. I noticed the sergeant saluting the casket as it was brought off the plane, and his action made me realize that I am proud to be an American.

So here's a public Thank You to our military Men and Women for what you do so we can live the way we d o .

Red Fridays.

Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing Red every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the "silent majority." We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, Country and Home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing.

Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something red.

By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of red much like a home coming football game in the bleachers.

If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, coworkers, friends, and family, it will not be long before the USA is covered in RED and it will let our troops know the once "silent" majority is on their side more than ever, certainly more than the media lets on.

The first thing a soldier says when asked "What can we do to make things better for you?" is "We need your support and your prayers." Let's get the word out and lead with class and dignity, by example, and wear something red every Friday.